Bought a house and killed myself fixing it up for my family, vet messed up and it took 4 months of work and little sleep to get my dog to a stable state, then we had to put him down anyway, nasty landlords made our moving out hell, boss was an absolute asshole. Lots of things happening all at once and I finally broke.
I hope you feel better my man.
This is only kinda related but it may help. When diagnosing depression doctors ask about things that are happening in your life, if you are doing well at work and your relationships are not undergoing huge changes then the depression is medically treatable. If you are broke/getting divorsed/dealing with the loss of a family member then it isnt treatable because the depression is naturally induced by shitty things happening in your actual life.
So it sounds to me like you are burnt out because you actually have real reasons to be burnt out, and if your life was easier in the future your burnout would slowly go away.
So what you need to do is make sure your life doesnt fall apart while you are undergoing this stress, its difficult to hold things together when holding things togeher is whats causing your burnout but if your income/relationships suffer because of your feelings then your life wont get any better.
really you need to survive until things get better, Time is irrelevant as long as the sources remain
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