Forgive your mother and father. They gave birth to you in flesh. But in order to be born again in spirit, you have to forgive them. Your parents are attached to you and are playing God. Especially your mother. That's why you need to forgive them. That will enable God to enter and become your father. God can't help people because they see their parents as their Creator. But the parents only gave birth to you. God created you and your parents. Because your parents weren't perfect, they traumatized you with hate and anger and fear. You resent your parents because of this but you don't realize it. That's why when you forgive them God can step in an start removing the hatred, anger and fear from your heart. Start praying every morning and night but silent. Ignore all your thoughts because every thought is a lie. Don't pray for anything because you don't know what you need. Only God knows what you need. Just be still. Remember, all thoughts are lies. It's Satan keeping you confused. God will speak to you in a voiceless voice and will wake you up bit by bit. https://youtu.be/JKe31L04Rl4