This really spoke to me. Society has no problem with drugging People to produce desired behaviour, or prevent undesired behavior. And since society is often wrong, or of mixed opinion of what is desirable this produces the clown world. If you don't love the elementary/high school environment, this is proof of a chemical deficiency, which should be rectified with ritalin. School is treated as a fun, rewarding experience, and failing to have that experience is a disease that society drugs. Same with being happy to goto work. If you tell the counselor the exact truth about how it's a source of income only, that's proof of a negative attitude. NORMAL people must report a positive attitude towards such things. Or be diagnosed as having a disease, that is "cured" by assorted drugs. Usually SSRI But if you smoke weed to help with how much work sucks, that's bad. Pfizer and Merck didn't profit, and more importantly, your government neither approved, nor profited. Off to Coventry with you, and jail if we can. Society doesn't know it's ass from its elbow when it comes to work or happiness, and you should often reconsider following advice from someone who's life you wouldn't wanna replicate. The man wouldn't put as much effort into telling you lies about drugs, if there was enough Truth to justify abstinence. The fact that you have described having the self control to abstain and evaluate your life is proof of this.