If you don't seek the help of Jesus Christ, you won't stop drinking. It's pretty much that simple. You can lie to yourself all day long, about how strong you are, how determined you are, how you don't believe any of that religious crap ... and at the end of the day, if you don't ask God for help, you won't find the strength to quit permanently. You will quit for a week or two, a month or two, then be right back where you started, and it will happen again and again and again, until you lose your arrogance, your hubris, and admit to yourself that you have no power, that God has all the power, and that you need God's help. Do it, don't do it, that's up to you, but don't kid youself you are going to stop being an alcoholic without the help of Christ.