Sounds like you did the best thing for you and your family, and that's pretty awesome.
That being said, I'm not really keen on this whole "existence" thing. Its just something I'd rather not be complicit in.
It can't get better if you don't participate.
It really isn't about it getting better.
It isn't bad. I'm not poor, I'm not unhealthy, I'm not retarded or bad looking.
It is just that I, like every human in existence, all the people that I know, or have ever known, inflict pain on those around me.
I don't mean to, I don't want to, but you will inevitably bring misery onto someone else's life,
I do not want to do that. I know that the people that I love the most, I have also hurt the most.
And I know that it is not just me,
We are all flawed because God or Science or whatever Creation you want to go with made us, just the way we are.
And I am not happy with the way that I am.
Drink ashwaghanda and kava. You are depressed dummy.
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