So you started seeing this girl and now you want to off yourself. Maybe you should stop seeing her. Take a few weeks off from the relationship, maybe a month--no contact. Should be able to think more clearly then.
The girl is irrelevant, my brain was this broken way before she ever got into the picture. Realistically my brain has a very hard time processing relationships, be they good or bad, simply because of how my last relationship ended. This person could be a picture perfect poalster, Hitler loving, nigger hater, and my brain would still think she hates me
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