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I've been in a really good mood today. I went on a long bicycle ride. My bike has really big tires and a front shock absorber. Its pretty neat, you have to pump air in it with a special pump. The big tires make it roll over bumps very smoothly. I need to get a beverage holder for it so I can bring water with me in the future, it gets hot riding a bike in the sun. I even rode up a big hill, I felt good about myself for going on that bike ride.

I've been in a really good mood today. I went on a long bicycle ride. My bike has really big tires and a front shock absorber. Its pretty neat, you have to pump air in it with a special pump. The big tires make it roll over bumps very smoothly. I need to get a beverage holder for it so I can bring water with me in the future, it gets hot riding a bike in the sun. I even rode up a big hill, I felt good about myself for going on that bike ride.

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I'm glad you had a nice day and are in a good mood. My day was just ok. My sleep is off lately. I have a sleep disorder and I'm unable to take medication for it because, as of last year around this time, I've been experiencing random heart palpitations that feel a lot like AFIB and the meds I need exacerbate it.

I was on this site before and thought I'd resign up because I'm waking up and sleeping at odd hours lately. So, today was mostly uneventful. However, tonight is peaceful. I just ordered and anchovie and garlic pizza and may watch a movie tonight. It's about 60 degrees here. It's a quiet nice evening. ;)

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Have you heard of taking magnesium for sleep problems? I use magnesium oil for muscle issues, neck etc., but I know of people who've tried it for sleep. Also is a good deodorant. The oil is better, because you can't get too much, which may cause problems, intestinal, I believe. Been awhile since I've looked at it. Transdermally, your body only takes what it needs. I make mine from Ancient Minerals in distilled water, in a spray bottle. Cheap, and may be worth a shot for you.

https://holyappetite.com/magnesium-oil-for-sleep/ Just the first I found when I searched.

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Thank you for the information.
I'll check it out. Appreciate it.

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Try smoking CBD flower. It will cure your sleep issues on day one. Just make sure you buy actual CBD flower which has less than 0.3 ℅ THC (essentially none). It is not a narcotic and does not get you high, not at all. It is completely different than marijuana in that regard. It completely cured my insomnia and my life is way better for it. I can help you find some to order if you like to make sure you get the right stuff.

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Thank you. So much great information . Yes, if you don't mind directing me on where to look, I'll look into it. No rush. I do appreciate the info though. Thanks again

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Firstly search your city for a CBD only store. Call and ask if they sell CBD flower. Make sure it is a CBD only store and not a pot shop. If that doesn't work let me know and I will find a place for you to order it online.

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I have 2 irl friends w/ AFIB. 1 takes meds & other currently does not. The 1 on meds developed drop foot and his professional drummer career is now over.

The other currently takes chloride dioxide (MMS) & stopped all other meds. He says the MMS cured him of many ailments, so maybe it's worth looking into.

It has also cured me of many things in the past month, but nothing AFIB related

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Thanks for the info. I appreciate it. I'll look into it.

I was actually taking something for my sleep disorder without problem for years. I was concerned it might be part of the problem since it raises my heart rate. I've been off of it for 2 months and haven't had another heart issue. I keep wondering if the formula changed. Really hoping it doesn't return. It was scary.

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I had sleep problems as well. Usually 2-3 hours of sleep at a time due to nerve issues. MMS alleviated the nerve pain so sleep is normal for me now.

I did not get interested in MMS till I found that the FDA and CDC is trying to ban it and helped to incarcerate the doctor and his family that discovered the natural substance as a cure for many things. I was highly skeptical that it would help me, but after hundreds of thousands of dollars placed into other things that didn't work, I was willing to try anything.

I know how bizarre it will sound if I list every problem it has cured me of, but it worked & my quality of life is much better.

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It wasn't near 100F today, so not as bad as before. Other than my usual 3 to 4 hour exercise routine, I did very little but entertain my cat, baked enough ham hocks and split pea soup to last a week, and screwed around on the internet/Darknet.

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How do I go on the dark net and what is there to do there?

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its nightime here for us american fuckers.

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I live in Onalaska Wisconsin

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well then

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Do flip me off

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Tired today. Barely got any sleep last night. Woke up at 2am dehydrated despite drinking a bunch of water during and after work. Had to be up at 5am so I drank more water and took two benadryl. Managed to squeeze in another 2 hours before the alarm went off. Still feel groggy but I'm a lot better off than if I tried to sleep normally.

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Bike sounds cool. I have some trails nearby that it sounds useful for. I bought a new smoker to replace the little guy ive been using for a few years. Smoked 2 racks of pork ribs for just over 6 hours and instead of using bbq sauce for the last hour, i used a bottle of general tso's stir fry sauce and everyone of the family and the neighbors loved it. Was a nice way to spend the day doing some yard work and minding the coals. Perfect weather.

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i am unhinged as usual

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I'm going through a lot right now , but fuck it , every day above ground is a good day.

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I'm not doing so good lately, I'm on the brink of suicide and feel very unstable. Could easily be talked I to doing just about anything by anyone. Mostly I'm afraid of having enough money to not struggle daily, if I was dirt poor and homeless I would be incredibly happy. Even my fear of hot, tight, young women having their way with me for hours on end with a giant pile of uncut coke in the room would easily be overcome. Every day is a struggle for me as I worry that things could go horribly wrong at any moment and the thought of having money and women is paralyzing.

Don't tell the feds but the best way to torture me would be to put me on a small self sufficient tropical island with pure drugs and a bus load of catholic high school girls that rotate out every week. And force me to stay on that island for the rest of my life... I'd be absolutely miserable and in agony.

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I know the feeling and stress of feeling like you are living on the edge of catastrophe. Every day is torture and you wonder to yourself how will I even make it through the day. I know the feeling of hating myself because of all the mistakes I have made and not having the will power to change. I lived this way without feeling one single moment of feeling content for 10 years. I knew my destiny was misery and depression. But guess what? I made it through that hell and now for the past many years feel the exact opposite. I'm always content and I love my life. You will make it through this as well and you will have a truer happiness than most people will ever experience because of it. When you spend time in hell and escape mundane boring life seems magical and perfect. If a person never has the contrast they can never truly be happy. You will be fine and you may feel like you are making no progress but you are making progress by just no giving up. That is what I learned.

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I was being sarcastic. All this data collection done on people. When you get black bagged by the NPCs for wrong think and they look up your psych profile for torture ideas it would be hilarious if you poisoned the well enough that their profile says you're greatest fear is having a lifelong cocaine fueled orgy with thousands of the hot young women.

But I understand what you're saying. My parents worked hard to make sure I grew up poor in a rich area. My friends had parents who praised their kids and built up their egos to the point of it being a character flaw, but in their bubble life was paradise. New cars, expensive vacations, every popular toy and fashion trend to fit in. The women all as vapid and vain as the guys and everyone was fucking.

My parents yelled at me daily over small and big things and everything was a stage 5 Defcon 1 level nuclear disaster. My father never told me anything good about me. If he took any time to talk to me about anything it was to spend hours yelling and screaming at how stupid I was to do X or Y so poorly. I didn't have low self esteem, I had none growing up and in a bubble of rich privileged girls I was less than invisible to them.

I got to watch others around me live like the wolf of wall street since I was 14 but I was prevented from enjoying any of it myself. But I didn't just miss out on the extravagant excess. I didn't even get what my parents got growing in poor small town nowhere.

I'll never get what I lost but I'm glad I'm past the age where that stuff matters anymore. My life path is pretty much set and while I know I could have accomplished so much more with just a little support when I was a kid I'm content enough now because I see how the despair and misery has hardened me. People sometimes think I'm psychotic by the way I laugh and shrug off certain problems. Sure I get stressed but mostly i just don't care that much about anything and it's sad to see how weak other people are by comparison.

It's also great, when you get shit on by everyone for so long when times are good. When times are tough as an adult it's now really easy for me to ignore other people and their problems. Nobody did shit for me, even when I was ready to kill myself, why should I care? Go kill yourself if you want, I won't blame you.

I get what you're saying on many levels. Are we stronger, better, or something else?

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I know what you mean when you say you will never get what you lost.