Suicide is pointless. You're going to die anyway, so what's the rush? it's not as if you are going to miss out on death if you don't act right now. Death is your inheritance, and nobody can steal it away from you. So enjoy life while you've got it. If you are in pain, enjoy your pain. It's an experience that you won't be able to have after death. Think of life as your Carnival cruise. Sometimes when you are on cruise ship, you get food poisoning and you feel like shit. But you don't jump overboard, you ride it out because you want to get your money's worth. Or think of it this way -- life is like a rollercoaster. You don't climb out at the top of the hill, you ride it to the end. Sure, sometimes you emit a stream of projectile vomit as you are going around the curves, but that's part of the ride, and you bought your ticket, so get the value out of it.