If you enjoy making people happy then keep doing it. Don’t do the opposite and saddle them with sadness. You’ll go back to nothing on God’s time. For now you still have work to do here. Figure out what that is and get to work.
I agree with what you've said. Even if he feels down, it sounds Iike he brings peace to others. Somebody needs him here. His life, therefore, has worth.
But how do i get rid of the overbearing sadness permeating my brain? It feels like a prison in my brain, destroying my willingness to get anything done. And then i feel perfectly fine hours later, heck by tomorrow ill feel like im normal again. And then 6 hours later, ill be back in a super destructive mood, as if happiness doesn't exist.
Again, I too am going through some personal issues that bring sadness. I sleep a little more. Then, I distract myself and feel better for awhile. Even this board, now chatting with you, lifts my spirits.
It'll be OK. If you ever need to chat, I'll be here for you. You can hit me up personally too.
I was on Voat before I came here and deleted myself, got paranoid, lol.
I'm back. I'm on Zello and Telegram too.
God Bless
man, i feel this bro. Im trying to get out to new place and try to be seld sufficient as much as I can. But I have stuggled with the same thoughts and mindset my whole life.
That girl isn't getting to you, is she?
No, its not based off any relationship, this has been an issue all the way from my childhood (didn't have the best parents). Relationship wise, any relationship that gets complex or serious enough devolves into the same negative feedback cycle, so this woman is not really much different from any placeholder woman who would net the same result. It takes a very strong personality to be able to date me, and there is only one person in existence that was able to control it well ... that person got hit by car in a tbone accident
JBP says you can't get rid of the pain, but you can make it meaningful.
He might not be "right", but I think he's on to something.
Sick soul. Suicide in is unnatural. A flame doesn't seek to put itself out nor does the dirt body seek to kill itself. You are right that your dirt body and its life is essentially worthless. The sadness isn't in your dirt body any more than sadness is in your smartphone. So pray to God and know that your soul isn't also worthless because if it was worthless he'd destroy you immediately. Worthless souls do not get to speak to the almighty creator of everything, at least not for long. It would be violent and quick, and I doubt you'd feel it. So next time you feel like this, pray and see how it goes. Spoiler: he loves you.
Honestly, see a doctor. They’ll help you get it figured out. I know someone similar to you and they’ve turned their life around after some really low lows and have everything going for them now and they are happy. Get over any stigma about talking to a doctor or taking meds and get your life that you want back. You have a purpose and need to be here for it.
I mean ... i dont know. I feel like my own self therapy isnt perfect but it definitely isn't the worst. On the other hand, i dont want dr shekelberg to fuck my life up even further
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