Your psychic break with yourself is caused by anxiety and doubt generated by the sick culture in which we live. This pressure can make the mind do funny things. For example, someone under prolonged stress can begin to feel that they arm isn't attached to their bodies. The supports a healthy society gives to its members have been stripped away from us by evil people intent on destroying our society. We should have social support at every stage in our lives -- and I'm not talking about government welfare, I'm talking about actual nurturing from the structures of society itself, such as the church, our parents and grandparents, our employers, our neighborhoods. All that has been taken from us. Many people are feeling disassociated and full of angst.