You do you. I learn best sober, and study best stoned. I very much dislike the effect mushrooms grew to have on me. impossible not to have a bad trip. the fun times remain in memory. Anything stronger takes so long to come down that it's too much time, lol
They have that effect on some people so it's not uncommon.
You probably didnt do them right. Sunny day, good people, out in nature.
While that's not impossible, I shall elaborate.
The first time was amazing. The sky turned purple,usic sounded amazing, I puked my guts out in a McDonald's parking lot, and a friend drove me around in my car listening to music all night. Wonderfull.
Never saw colors or any distorted reality eveer again, but the next two or 3 times always had me in fits of laughter, and happy. Especially the fresh liberty caps I picked myself.
Until one day during a trip it went the exact opposite. I felt terrified, paranoid, but also mentally handicapped. Like a working mind that had bungled controls to the body, and knew it.
I worked through it cuz I'm good at drugs, and when enough time passed, I tried again. And had a great day... Until I remembered that the last time, it went to shit in a second. And of course things immediately went to shit. Scared etc all over again.
So I feel that I'm doing it to myself technically, but I can never forget, so I can only assume it will happen again.
Lsd on the other hand is all the good parts I enjoyed from mushrooms, and plenty of visuals to enjoy, and sorta control. And even thinking about having a bad trip doesn't ruin it for me.
Yeah I can understand. Had a bad trip one tine too but eventually worked through it and came out with a better understanding of myself. You just need to set up situations where everything is very positive and easy. Definitely not in a city. Everything feels grimy and fake when youre on mushrooms in a city. Go canping.
Some people do bad on mushrooms but well on LSD, some vise versa. Perhaps LSD would give you a better trip.
Funny you should suggest that. I love Lucy, but I'm not a big fan of the trip length. All in all I'm gratefull for my experiences on psychedlics,and somewhat reluctantt to spend a day or two between trip, and comedown/relax.
Im with you on that one, you have to plan your day if your going to be talking to Lucy. She can talk for 17 hours, that long winded bitch. But its always fun.
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