You probably didnt do them right. Sunny day, good people, out in nature.
While that's not impossible, I shall elaborate.
The first time was amazing. The sky turned purple,usic sounded amazing, I puked my guts out in a McDonald's parking lot, and a friend drove me around in my car listening to music all night. Wonderfull.
Never saw colors or any distorted reality eveer again, but the next two or 3 times always had me in fits of laughter, and happy. Especially the fresh liberty caps I picked myself.
Until one day during a trip it went the exact opposite. I felt terrified, paranoid, but also mentally handicapped. Like a working mind that had bungled controls to the body, and knew it.
I worked through it cuz I'm good at drugs, and when enough time passed, I tried again. And had a great day... Until I remembered that the last time, it went to shit in a second. And of course things immediately went to shit. Scared etc all over again.
So I feel that I'm doing it to myself technically, but I can never forget, so I can only assume it will happen again.
Lsd on the other hand is all the good parts I enjoyed from mushrooms, and plenty of visuals to enjoy, and sorta control. And even thinking about having a bad trip doesn't ruin it for me.
Yeah I can understand. Had a bad trip one tine too but eventually worked through it and came out with a better understanding of myself. You just need to set up situations where everything is very positive and easy. Definitely not in a city. Everything feels grimy and fake when youre on mushrooms in a city. Go canping.
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