I always did my best. At times I tried and failed. At times I got scared and backed off. Other times I just didn't have the right information to do the right thing. But I always did my best in any given situation to be a decent human being and to honor the truth. I still do.
Do I wish I'd never made any mistakes? Sure. But God knows my mind and heart, and when I am dead, if there's an afterlife, I'm willing to stand on what I am, without hypocrisy, without weaseling or prevarication, without accusing others for my failings. If that's not good enough for whatever judges me after I'm dead, fine, so be it.
I always did my best. At times I tried and failed. At times I got scared and backed off. Other times I just didn't have the right information to do the right thing. But I always did my best in any given situation to be a decent human being and to honor the truth. I still do.
Do I wish I'd never made any mistakes? Sure. But God knows my mind and heart, and when I am dead, if there's an afterlife, I'm willing to stand on what I am, without hypocrisy, without weaseling or prevarication, without accusing others for my failings. If that's not good enough for whatever judges me after I'm dead, fine, so be it.
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