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It's been years since some of the most important people in my family passed away. For years, I was fine operated normally, nothing really seemed to register as a problem. But now all of a sudden, it feels like my brain is cracking from all sides. I'm overthinking things to an absurd degree, my brain is no longer able to process basic emotions properly, and all I do is get flashbacks to my past. For a long time I supressed my feelings with copious amounts of alcohol, and now that I'm fully sober, my brain is going absolutely insane. But why would my brain do this to me after so many years? Would it not make more sense it would have snapped way earlier on?

It's been years since some of the most important people in my family passed away. For years, I was fine operated normally, nothing really seemed to register as a problem. But now all of a sudden, it feels like my brain is cracking from all sides. I'm overthinking things to an absurd degree, my brain is no longer able to process basic emotions properly, and all I do is get flashbacks to my past. For a long time I supressed my feelings with copious amounts of alcohol, and now that I'm fully sober, my brain is going absolutely insane. But why would my brain do this to me after so many years? Would it not make more sense it would have snapped way earlier on?

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Off topic...

Can I ask why you wanted to lower the ceilings? In a rave of high ceilings and shown beams when they can be done nicely, to give the appearance of increased room...

Sorry, If you don't want to answer. It's OK. It is something I just can't quite wrap my head around. I saw it in another comment, I think was also you, but I wouldn't swear to that :D

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The ceilings were concrete and I wanted to put in ceiling lights so the only way was to run a wire across the ceiling and ie do track lighting which is ugly or just lower it two inches.

Every time I do something like this for the first time it takes about 2x. But a 100 sq ft room I got wired and framed and dry walled in a week, and spackled in another week. And those are with 4 hour work days. It’s sad to watch. Because it could have taken 3x less time with normal work days.

I’m posting this half because I’m about to be forced to commit to obliteration, and half because liberals‘ fucking choice to choose Biden, and it being rigged is destroying us all. They are engineering our life experience to destroy and crack our existence.

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got it. Once explained it made perfect sense.