There is NOTHING wrong with you. You simply have been blessed , or cursed depending on how you look at it , with being able to see reality. You are able to think critically. You have been able to fight off the brainwashing and refuse to be a sheep. The Bible speaks of those who will see truth and not be deceived. People today are selfish, and extremely frightened. They do not want to see. They think nothing will ever come and upset their lives. They want to “ go along to get along”. Once you break the conditioning, once you “ wake up “ so to speak and see things clearly, once you realize the world is ran by evil men who do not care about any of us , you can’t go back to sleep. You can’t un wring that bell. Sometimes it’s overwhelming and it sucks. Sometimes I wish I could go back to how I was. Life was easier.I cannot however and I believe I am blessed . All one should strive for is the truth. “ And ye shall know the truth , and truth shall set you free “ .. Peace brother