I’ve got a few different blocks -
Friends
Family
Girlfriend
Kids
Everyone
Life
God
My love for any one of these could die and others be untouched. Technically. But a few I’d never let die.
My love for everyone died quite awhile ago and is buried so deep I couldn’t figure out how to unbury it. It’s a sad product of having lived in a terrible micro town world and doesn’t have anything to do with anyone of the actual whole world but it’s impossible to not project it on to them.
My faith in friends have died. And both of these died not on my conditions.
Family has seriously been tested and I presume on one side, I’ve been genuinely unfamilied. Genuinely. I am as if I was just another person they met on the street to them.
My guess is you just let all those blocks die except for girlfriend.
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