Anyone who says no is a liar. I've struggled with anger over issues, still do. For awhile I lived in a place where having a counter view was forbidden, so I didn't often get to discuss things. The moment they would say something I knew categorically to be false, I would start tripping over myself in frustration to discuss it with them. Only to end up sounding like a crazy person after they deny and gaslight me. There is just too much information needed to connect everything for people stubbornly blind.
That in turn would lead me to have a constant animosity for the topics and people.
Now I am around more like minded people, and can have at least some decent conversation about things. I still fuck up all the time though.
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