I would like to hear about the insane shit that was terrifying.
One time I was tripping and had to go home by myself. And when I got home my brother and his wife were randomly there. I didn't want to go inside cuz I was tripping. So I sat out back waiting. I sat down and stuck my head between my legs. I literally felt my head detach from my body and it started flying around the backyard like a bat. Well my family eventually discovered me and said I was running around just screaming I'm a bat. But as far as terrifying I would classify it as extreme anxiety. Feeling weird. Being worried you are gonna die. Shit like that
Have you ever worried that you won't die?
More than dieing.
What if there is quantum Immortality, and you just keep getting more and more disabled as you age. Living in more and more pain.
Maybe there is a reset button. Reincarnation. Could come back as yourself, someone else, someone good, someone bad, a cat, an insect, a plant alien. Could be something infinite where you cycle through everything eventually.
Well your mistake was not being in a good comforting place.
You didnt ask me but Ill tell you my insane trip. This one was on Salvia back when it was legal. After I exhaled, it felt like someone threw an incredibly heavy blanket on me. It started crushing me, eventually compressed me into a book. Once I realized I was in fact a book all the pages turned into mirrors. I suddenly felt like I was standing in the middle of two mirrors in a black room, I could see reflections of myself going off as far as I could see in both directions to my left and right. All of the reflections started doing different things. me just kind of like wtf.
Salvia is a really short but intense high so i came back to reality shortly around the time I was thinking wtf. Ive done it other times, but that was the most crazy and somewhat poetic trip I went on. I dont really see how even that trip was revealing of anyhting in anway. Im a book? there are different versions of youself? At the end of the day I was just fucked up.
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