I hear you. But even then, I don't want to go to the doctor. Unless I have something acute, like my hand got chopped off in an accident and I need antibiotics and someone that can stop the bleeding, I would rather die early than be in a hospital. My mom died of cancer and we were both happy when she stopped treatment. It was an extra 6-12 months of life with constant torture and sickness from the treatment. Or a peaceful 3 months of life at home. She chose right. I was just telling my wife the other day, if I can't make the decision, let me die. I don't want to be hooked up to machines in a place that smells like death, being milked for insurance money.