Yes confusing. I too would like to believe, however my rational part of the brain also has serious questions etc. For the longest time i believed 'live and let live' was the answer - Lets all just get along. I now know that doesn't work for the long term viability, welfare of me or my family, it also means i have a duty to put my beliefs into action to further the type of community i want for my kids when i'm gone and that includes to attempt to actively do something about things i believe are thoroughly detestable, inappropriate, immoral and degenerate. Which in a way is exactly what a true belief in a God requires, imo (doing things to make a better place) So i dunno man, perplexing full circle stuff. But meh i digress, Peace and blessings EDIT: Someone would say, 'You're only as arrogant to believe in being singled out' as an animal in a large herd thinking it was arrogant that the Farmer would single it out when sick to cure it - who knows bud. I don't.