I never believed in this sort of thing, but I fell in love at first sight yesterday. I think she's my soul mate. Just being around her sets off a chain reaction of ideas, I feel confident and true to myself when I'm around her. It's not even sexual really, I mean it most definitely is, but there's so much more chemistry there between us, I can feel it. I'm shrouded in a fog until I see her and suddenly a huge gust of wind sweeps in, revealing what lay before me like a road map and street signs pointing the way to my destination. I don't know, that's just how I feel. Sad part is, she doesn't even know I feel this way. I barely know her, but I know her enough to know that I need her in my life. But I'm so passionate, I'm frightened that if I try to talk to her about any of this I might gush and turn her completely and scare her away.. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO, but I need some advice because I've since been a complete mess, which is not like me at all. I'm no spring-chicken, I've been married and had kids, divorced 6 years now, I've had more girlfriends than I can name. But NEVER have I felt like this, I didn't think it was even possible. That's why this is so strange, I had my emotions in check. Help. I'm almost more terrified of her feeling the same way about me, because holy shit I am NOT ok right now. lol What the fuck do I do? She might even have a boyfriend right now, and he might've even be there at that house where I met her. I can't sleep. I don't even have her number, don't even know where she lives. All I know is that if I wanted that information badly enough that a mutual friend of her and me would gladly tell me. Fuck I fucking hate this fuuuuuuuuck Edit: After a good night sleep and a day of reading everyone's comments and contemplating, I think I'm just going to keep doing ME. Keep working on building myself up and making myself a more desirable mate with a high SMV. Because all women are hypergamous, without fail. And she has a higher SMV than I have right now, so she almost certainly would not be interested in a guy like me. But I'm over it. Back to the old me that doesn't give a fuck what bitches think. And enjoying the drama-free, stress-free environment of my ever-so lovely bachelor lifestyle!