7 years a drunk. You have to find something bigger than your desire to drink and meth. Sounds stupid but that's how I pulled myself out of the bottle. Then you need a good circle to support you the first few years. It sucks but you can do it, it's hard work but when you make it though you'll see that it was all worth the effort. I lost a really close friend to heroin just after Thanksgiving. I helped him through 3 rehabs and a near death OD. He didn't want to get sober. Told me that a few days before he died that he couldn't see away out. I wish I would have locked him in my room and forced him sober but he would have been back to the H the second hi let him out. RIP Binkley you will be missed. Do better or die. Two choices. And it will never happen fast.