you can barely string a sentence together.
I had to call an ambulance once and the paramedics were ploughing through the usual list of stupid questions, and I just really struggled to answer them and felt myself getting really irritable with this process. They kept asking me if I had been drinking or had taken any drugs because I was slurring my speech.
You'd imagine that a paramedic would be aware of what it's like to to be 72 hours into this and to quit expecting me to answer stupid shit. If I could have walked I would be stepped out and driven myself just to avoid talking to them.
Luckily I fall sleep in minutes and am dead to the world for 7 hours, but I only realised a few years ago that my quality of sleep was shockingly bad and that normal people weren't tired all day long. I was nodding off on the motorway at this point. Fixed now, and I feel 20 years younger
Fixed how? I didn't sleep for one and a half years, almost none, from benzo and opiate withdrawal.
Fixed how?
turned out I had a breathing problem that I was unaware of
I see! Glad you figured it out.
I think I might have one of those, what did you do to fix it?
I know the feeling. I had a viral inner ear infection once that caused debilitating tinnitus (imagine post-explosion ringing coupled with dental drills inside your head 24/7). After a week of poor sleep and another week of <1 hour of sleep per night, I started taking my spouse to medical appointments because I sounded like a drunken Alzheimers patient.
I'm glad you got your sleep sorted. It's a night and day difference to go from poor/no sleep to a solid night's sleep.
Full on tinnitus sounds really grim, I'm only aware of a faint whine if I listen for it. I wish I could go back in time and tell that stupid kid not to stick his head inside rock band's bass bins.
Fortunately my tinnitus was temporary and faded as I recovered from that viral infection. I don't understand how people with full blown "you're not going to sleep ever" tinnitus survive - you'd be looking at permanent surgical deafness, insanity, or playing in traffic as equally attractive options inside of a month.
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