Not long ago, I was exhausted and hungry and tired and alone in the wilderness. I went out to have fun but pushed it a bit to far and my body crashed out to an extent. Nothing crazy, but I was in a compromised state. I suddenly felt it. I started to apologize to God. I just said I was sorry and did my best to think of all my mistakes. They were lifted off of me. I've been struggling with this experience since. I'm a high intellect person who needs proof for things, so it's a struggle. I think I'm there now, or at least on the path. We don't need Priests. We just need to give in, seems to me. Submit. In that respect, the Muslims get it right. Submission is everything.