I think John Nash might have been the only person who ever managed that. I have worked with many people with schizophrenia and schizoaffective disorder over the years and the one thing I know is that the voices are liars. Never once have they told the truth, even when they are telling someone what they want to hear. Get a psychiatric eval as soon as you can. The quicker you accept there is a problem the better you will be able to have a productive life. I have seen the people who can't accept they have a mental illness and, my God, have they done some stupid things. You don't want to end up in a residential facility and/or with a legal guardian. Don't go to a teaching hospital or clinic unless you absolutely have to, they change your Dr. every couple months and just when you are doing well some douchebag resident comes in and changes stuff around so they can pretend like they did something. In the meantime while you wait for your appointment, headphones with loud music might help a little to drown the voices out. Won't help your hearing much though and it is only a coping mechanism, not a solution. I hope this helps and good luck.