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A relatively new addition to my list of symptoms. i don't smoke, never have, but somehow got diagnosed with a terminal lung disease. it used to be my brain was super sharp, quick on its feet. however, in the past few months, it feels like i have dementia or something. my brain gets dizzy all the time, and im having a hard time remembering even basic things. i dont mean like what i did that day, but i can converse with someone ive known for months or even years, and somehow i'm having trouble remembering their names, or what they do, or even where they live. it's like my brain is just incapable of doing any type of complex thinking anymore, and even driving is become a hassle. it used to be i could drive easily, but now my brain fills in pieces that aren't there, so i have a lot of weird hallucinations when driving (i know, probably shouldnt be driving anymore), i see things that aren't there when it comes to shadows and such, but i also routinely miss things that are there like other cars, and objects. and yet, not even a year ago or so, i could think so easily, solve complex problems, and do tons of stuff without a hitch. now i have trouble remembering to eat in the morning, or i simply no longer have the energy to care to cook.

even breathing itself is becoming a chore, my body simply forgets how to breathe, it will exhale very deeply, but then it feels like breathing in takes so much energy, i just feel like my body is so much more relaxed when it simply stops breathing for a few seconds. at least the chest pain goes away for a fleeting second. sleeping is the worst, i have chronic jaw pain, chest pain, my heart feels like absolute crap, my brain feels dizzy, but the body refuses to sleep.

my latest doctor said i was relatively healthy for what i have, im not healthy at all, but given the circumstances, im still pretty fit, and can still do exercise. i currently sit at around 21% lung capacity on a bad day, and 29% lung capacity on a good day. basic walking is becoming difficult, my heart rate goes up to around 160 on an elliptical on low settings, and saturation goes down to around low 80s. we;re not talking supreme exercise here either, we're talking light stroll around a park. i always thought i would die in a cooler way than this, but maybe this is god's way of telling me i have a purpose. kinda like a kamikaze going to battle, i have come to the realization that since i do not fear death, i also do not feat the future ... in minecraft of course

A relatively new addition to my list of symptoms. i don't smoke, never have, but somehow got diagnosed with a terminal lung disease. it used to be my brain was super sharp, quick on its feet. however, in the past few months, it feels like i have dementia or something. my brain gets dizzy all the time, and im having a hard time remembering even basic things. i dont mean like what i did that day, but i can converse with someone ive known for months or even years, and somehow i'm having trouble remembering their names, or what they do, or even where they live. it's like my brain is just incapable of doing any type of complex thinking anymore, and even driving is become a hassle. it used to be i could drive easily, but now my brain fills in pieces that aren't there, so i have a lot of weird hallucinations when driving (i know, probably shouldnt be driving anymore), i see things that aren't there when it comes to shadows and such, but i also routinely miss things that are there like other cars, and objects. and yet, not even a year ago or so, i could think so easily, solve complex problems, and do tons of stuff without a hitch. now i have trouble remembering to eat in the morning, or i simply no longer have the energy to care to cook. even breathing itself is becoming a chore, my body simply forgets how to breathe, it will exhale very deeply, but then it feels like breathing in takes so much energy, i just feel like my body is so much more relaxed when it simply stops breathing for a few seconds. at least the chest pain goes away for a fleeting second. sleeping is the worst, i have chronic jaw pain, chest pain, my heart feels like absolute crap, my brain feels dizzy, but the body refuses to sleep. my latest doctor said i was relatively healthy for what i have, im not healthy at all, but given the circumstances, im still pretty fit, and can still do exercise. i currently sit at around 21% lung capacity on a bad day, and 29% lung capacity on a good day. basic walking is becoming difficult, my heart rate goes up to around 160 on an elliptical on low settings, and saturation goes down to around low 80s. we;re not talking supreme exercise here either, we're talking light stroll around a park. i always thought i would die in a cooler way than this, but maybe this is god's way of telling me i have a purpose. kinda like a kamikaze going to battle, i have come to the realization that since i do not fear death, i also do not feat the future ... in minecraft of course

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[–] 6 pts

Valhalla awaits.

Fall in battle and tonight you shall feast with the gods. Save me some meade.

[–] 4 pts

Parasite cleanse

[–] 3 pts

I've got an auto-immune thing that's eating away at my body. It'll kill me soon, but I'm not sure if it'll be a month or a year. You have my sympathy and I hope your final journey is quick and painless.

You could be going hypoxic more than you think. That will definitely lead to brain damage over time. There are various devices which can measure your o2 sat (like an apple watch of some version or other). You should track it over a 24 hour period and see which occasions make it the lowest. Those are what you need to work hard on fixing. There are various breathing exercises that will help you raise your o2 saturation. Most people who haven't been smoking their entire life can't much toleration o2 sats below 95%. If your decline has be quick (like a few years) then your body I still acclimating to the low o2 levels.

[–] 1 pt

Hypoxia is very real, it's absolutely horrible and insidious how destructive hypoxia can be, it almost feels like having dementia. One minute you're on top of the world, and the next you can't even remember how to walk. my o2 is constantly in the low 90s at rest, with a very low heart rate (usually in the 40s), but during exercise, it goes down to the low 80s, with tachycardia (usually my heart rate is in the 160s with light exercise)

[–] 2 pts

We're all going to die, kid, it's just a matter of when. Gasping for breath is a shitty way to go out of this world, I feel for you. I hope you are getting your affairs in order. At least you have time to make preparations. Most people don't get that much warning. If I had to guess (since you asked) I'd say you've got around 2-3 months. Buck up, we'll all be joining you soon enough.

[–] 1 pt

45 seconds

[–] 0 pt

45 seconds

He asked how long he has to live, not how long he lasts in bed.

[–] 1 pt (edited )

What does the doctor suggest ? Without enough oxygen, the entire body suffers sorry to hear this, you may have been exposed to something bad for the lungs in the past {or covid attacked them}... Terminal lung disease Is an excuse not to wear a mask anymore...This is what I recommend 1) prayer for help in this matter consistently, 2) Practice singing start with easy stuff, try to work toward legato songs work towards 2-3+ hours a day don't strain it should come easy... that will work your breath control keep at it and your lungs will get stronger over time... 3) cadence while walking, jogging 4) Expect nothing if you're not willing to put in effort even with point 1 do floor body weight exercises at the least...

All this can be a symptom of mask wearing, hopefully you have been staying away from the masks' that are treated with graphene oxide... Less oxygen = fuzzy brain more cabon dioxide headaches, dizzyness , etc, noticing things that you would normally discount... You could also try making your body enter into "autophagy" which may help...

[–] 0 pt

Although we have some compassionate folks on POAL. I would rather see you getting care from a medical professional in r/l.

have you talked about transplant yet? Talk to your pulmonologist about it. Pulmonary rehab, supplemental oxygen; sats in the 80's will give you headaches and brain fog. Hang in there and keep doing what you're doing. Find out about getting in home help or meals delivered- nutrition is imminently important.

[–] 0 pt

My doctor pretty much told me transplants aren't gonna help, you're trading one problem for another, on top of the COVD vaccine bullshit. I would essentially be trading a non vaccinated body that is sick, with a healthy body that has an auto immune disease from the jab. Neither odds are good

Sounds like you need an oxygen machine.

[–] 0 pt

Do us all a favor for anyone close to dying, go buy a gun, and kill as many illegal invaders as you can. Make sure to remove all assets from your name first to family, get a big rig, and start driving those invading niggers, spics, and sand niggers....in minecraft