Some of my random thoughts, I am interested in any direction your own thoughts take in response to my own, or even any that you have had personally unrelated or in the opposite direction of my own.
How do you know for sure that you're not an NPC? Even if you're aware of what one is, and think you're not one, what is the true criteria of assessing yourself from being one?
Is there a multi layer of NPC'ism? Are people born as an NPC with the capability of becoming a non NPC through gradual experiences in life, or does their particular set of genetics determine that they can never become something greater? Is it both? Are some of us born non NPC but become NPC through accepting indoctrination blindly / refusing to think and face truth because of fear or aversion to pain / becoming injected and poisoned forcing an increased separation or loosening of the spirit from the soul and body / dying inside through life events that shatter our spirits (MK Ultra or just fucked up childhood trauma kind of thing) ? I think many of us know a person who used to be full of life, and then seemingly one day just gave the fuck up and are the equivalent of a slightly right leaning robot now, parroting whatever the "right leaning MSM" has to say, gradually becoming more left leaning as the institution does.
What % of the population do you think are NPC? Has it greatly altered in the last ~100 years through the great leaps in tech, either through manipulation of people's attention or killing off of what makes us not NPC? Depending on the answer to this, how would the world look if they're all wiped out? How would you go about wiping them out? Would the world be truly better without them? Would the world function without them? If we had control over the loud speaker that influences their behavior, would civilization be better with their drone support?
If NPC really exist (as a creature that has no self awareness or independent thought processes or choices beyond animalistic, base desires and needs) and they just go along with the flow of the majority, is their purpose to support a reality for those of us who are not NPC to experience a life of choices? Or are they a tool/golem of the negative forces of earth attempting to spread and wipe out those of us who are not NPC through a spreading "virus" of "dis-ease", causing us to check out? A good example of this is the post regarding death metal quote of a song talking about fucking a dead corpse that was posted yesterday. If you really want the link, ask, otherwise I'll prefer that you not be darkened by that filth. That thing that is not human, is nothing but darkness, is promoted in music and spreads its filth and infects others through that music, creating more like it. I have a really hard time knowing that people knew this exists and they do it and surely there are non-NPC people directly interacting with these sorts of things who do not do this, yet no one stops them. Am I such a fucking princess that I've never had to encounter such a creature to test whether or not I would actually do anything to stop it, or is it just NPC supporting that shit? I can't accept a human being would support that kind of behavior, or many others (like child and human trafficking). I can't only be speaking for myself when I say that if I were to encounter such a thing face to face that I would not hesitate to put it down. I can't help but hope the times that we see in the news cases where a person kills someone for their crime against humanity, it must be one of the few times an NPC was exposed to a non-NPC who saw it for what it was.
This last point that I'll make may not go over well, or maybe it will. I have a homestead, and I've had many, many animals. The lowest IQ of critter on my homestead has to be the birds, and of them all the chicken must be the lowest although the guineas and turkeys sure give them a run for the money. There was this one bird, she tamed and became different from all the rest. You could see in her eyes that she was different, they even changed from a muddy brown hue like her sisters to a reddish. You could see the cogs and wheels turning inside of that tiny cranium when she sat with you. She was no longer just a chicken and it wasn't just because she meant something to me, she was set apart in behavior, as well as consideration of others (both chicken and human). So, did she become that way through the act of taming, even though I've tried with many chickens to tame them and they were not capable of becoming what she was (if you've ever read The Little Prince it gives an extra layer of consideration to this question on the human level), or was she like that because she was quite different from conception within the yolk? Are we all just like Gravy, my tamed chicken, soulless, but with taming become soulful, human? More human than human? Hue-man?
There's so many of you who do not believe in God and this will be something for those who do not to ignore. But the rest of you who believe in God, the only way in my mind for this life to be remotely acceptable in regards to the SRA and ilk is if those who are innocent are actually NPCs. That is the only way any of this can be remotely acceptible. There is the only exception of acceptible circumstances that upon certain events the spirit is "spirited away" and then an NPC is left in its place.
With the way the world is right now there is such an extreme division. It seems like a clown world, a world that can not be real, a world where the other side surely isn't actually making the choices and the decisions that they're making based upon being aware, human. A great example is the entire auditorium of applause over abortion to the day of delivery (was that last year? year before? Time flies even when you're not having fun). There is no other word for that other than evil.
Maybe I'm having a mid life crisis, I'm the right age for it. But instead of desiring to buy things to quell my awareness of mortality, I feel murderous towards the evil in the world. My husband says he can't understand how I am just now realizing there are people who literally do not deserve to breathe air, as he has been saying this for about 16 years to me now. But in the past, when he said this, I assessed it as the things they had done or will do, judging them similar to the way a court of law that functioned would, and sentence to death. Assessing the world in a way that there are people walking and reacting out there that aren't actually people is so dehumanizing and it takes my breath away.
Anyway. Interested in your thoughts. My fellow, mostly, hopefully, non NPCs. I was gonna put a TL:DR but too much wine. Thank you for your input. I'm surrounded by NPC adults outside of my husband and it is such a joyful thing to come here where it is not that way. So sincerely, thank you.
Some of my random thoughts, I am interested in any direction your own thoughts take in response to my own, or even any that you have had personally unrelated or in the opposite direction of my own.
- How do you know for sure that you're not an NPC? Even if you're aware of what one is, and think you're not one, what is the true criteria of assessing yourself from being one?
- Is there a multi layer of NPC'ism? Are people born as an NPC with the capability of becoming a non NPC through gradual experiences in life, or does their particular set of genetics determine that they can never become something greater? Is it both? Are some of us born *non* NPC but become NPC through accepting indoctrination blindly / refusing to think and face truth because of fear or aversion to pain / becoming injected and poisoned forcing an increased separation or loosening of the spirit from the soul and body / dying inside through life events that shatter our spirits (MK Ultra or just fucked up childhood trauma kind of thing) ? I think many of us know a person who used to be full of life, and then seemingly one day just gave the fuck up and are the equivalent of a slightly right leaning robot now, parroting whatever the "right leaning MSM" has to say, gradually becoming more left leaning as the institution does.
- What % of the population do you think are NPC? Has it greatly altered in the last ~100 years through the great leaps in tech, either through manipulation of people's attention or killing off of what makes us not NPC? Depending on the answer to this, how would the world look if they're all wiped out? How would you go about wiping them out? Would the world be truly better without them? Would the world *function* without them? If we had control over the loud speaker that influences their behavior, would civilization be better *with* their drone support?
- If NPC really exist (as a creature that has no self awareness or independent thought processes or choices beyond animalistic, base desires and needs) and they just go along with the flow of the majority, is their purpose to support a reality for those of us who are not NPC to experience a life of choices? Or are they a tool/golem of the negative forces of earth attempting to spread and wipe out those of us who are not NPC through a spreading "virus" of "dis-ease", causing us to check out? A good example of this is the post regarding death metal quote of a song talking about fucking a dead corpse that was posted yesterday. If you really want the link, ask, otherwise I'll prefer that you not be darkened by that filth. That thing that is not human, is nothing but darkness, is promoted in music and spreads its filth and infects others through that music, creating more like it. I have a really hard time knowing that people knew this exists and they do it and surely there are non-NPC people directly interacting with these sorts of things who *do not do this*, yet no one stops them. Am I such a fucking princess that I've never had to encounter such a creature to test whether or not I would actually do anything to stop it, or is it just NPC supporting that shit? I can't accept a human being would support that kind of behavior, or many others (like child and human trafficking). I can't only be speaking for myself when I say that if I were to encounter such a thing face to face that I would not hesitate to put it down. I can't help but hope the times that we see in the news cases where a person kills someone for their crime against humanity, it must be one of the few times an NPC was exposed to a non-NPC who saw it for what it was.
- This last point that I'll make may not go over well, or maybe it will. I have a homestead, and I've had many, many animals. The lowest IQ of critter on my homestead has to be the birds, and of them all the chicken must be the lowest although the guineas and turkeys sure give them a run for the money. There was this one bird, she tamed and became different from all the rest. You could see in her eyes that she was different, they even changed from a muddy brown hue like her sisters to a reddish. You could see the cogs and wheels turning inside of that tiny cranium when she sat with you. She was no longer just a chicken and it wasn't just because she meant something to me, she was set apart in behavior, as well as consideration of others (both chicken and human). So, did she become that way through the act of taming, even though I've tried with many chickens to tame them and they were not capable of becoming what she was (if you've ever read *The Little Prince* it gives an extra layer of consideration to this question on the human level), or was she like that because she was quite different from conception within the yolk? Are we all just like Gravy, my tamed chicken, soulless, but with taming become soulful, human? More human than human? *Hue-man*?
- There's so many of you who do not believe in God and this will be something for those who do not to ignore. But the rest of you who believe in God, the only way in my mind for this life to be remotely acceptable in regards to the SRA and ilk is if those who are innocent are actually NPCs. That is the *only* way any of this can be remotely acceptible. There is the only exception of acceptible circumstances that upon certain events the spirit is "spirited away" and then an NPC is left in its place.
With the way the world is right now there is such an extreme division. It seems like a clown world, a world that can not be real, a world where the other side surely isn't actually making the choices and the decisions that they're making based upon being aware, human. A great example is the entire auditorium of applause over abortion to the day of delivery (was that last year? year before? Time flies even when you're not having fun). There is no other word for that other than evil.
Maybe I'm having a mid life crisis, I'm the right age for it. But instead of desiring to buy things to quell my awareness of mortality, I feel murderous towards the evil in the world. My husband says he can't understand how I am just now realizing there are people who literally do not deserve to breathe air, as he has been saying this for about 16 years to me now. But in the past, when he said this, I assessed it as the things they had done or will do, judging them similar to the way a court of law that functioned would, and sentence to death. Assessing the world in a way that there are people walking and reacting out there that aren't actually people is so *dehumanizing* and it takes my breath away.
Anyway. Interested in your thoughts. My fellow, mostly, hopefully, non NPCs. I was gonna put a TL:DR but too much wine. Thank you for your input. I'm surrounded by NPC adults outside of my husband and it is such a joyful thing to come here where it is not that way. So sincerely, thank you.
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