>God finally graced me last year with his presence None of it is possible without his grace. The relationship is created through your humility and submission to his will. I should have worded that better earlier. But the relationship only continues through the submission and desire to seek his will, so that is what I mean by creating the relationship. I should have said, deepen the relationship, or build the relationship. He is and has always been there, but without the right constitution there is a blockage to communion.