I used to bring herb to a elderly woman who ultimately died of cancer. She said weed was the only thing that could help her laugh during the last few months of her otherwise horrifying cancerous existence. I had a another family member die of cancer and wanted to smoke but was afraid that if the doctors found out she was taking illegal substances it would fuck up her health insurance. I don't think they would even test or care but she was paranoid that the health insurance company would look for any reason to deny her expenses. Thinking about them makes me sad. There's a lot of suffering, madness and despair in the world. A couple times this year people have told me they're on the brink of suicide. Everyone's still breathing though. I give my insane advice. I say we can get through absolutely anything if we have hope. It may feel delusional but those delusions, I believe... Unlock super human powers in the brain to overcome extreme pain.