I hear you, what I have found is the gospel, it became real to me and changed my life back in 1979, and I'm not putting down feelings, I have to say I had plenty of them (affections and love) when I was converted, way back then.
My subjective life, or how to live it, when I was saved, lined up with the objective word of God, and that's what's kept me going now for so long a time.
If you've 'found,' and it's not the gospel of Christ, maybe consider searching a bit more?
I hear you about the out of body stuff, I doubt most of it (dreams or whatever, most of them don't line up with the objective truth...with your soul, and eternity, you want to make absolutely sure.
Two things about eternity that are so solemn, it is unchangeable, and it is forever.
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