Do you have dealings with death? As an atheist who moved rurally suddenly I had to cope with regular death. Shooting caught feral cats. Shooting rabbits. Slaughtering lambs I'd hand reared. Losing ewes that had become pets. Etc etc.
What experience have you in coping with death? For me saying prayers as an atheist brought great peace and acceptance.
As an atheist I looked upon the world and saw great evil. I inspected this evil and behind it I saw even vaster evil which I had to conclude was was the Satan our ancestors wrote about.
Through Spiritualism and acknowledgement of Satan I came to accept God exists. By having God with me my mental health and stability grew immensely. I lost my anger. I found more love for my family. More peace in life. Every day I count my blessings and feel better for this.
Prior to all this like many middle age men I was suffering from irrational depression. My life is great yet I felt a drive to suicide and lament life? It was bizarre.
Anyway I'm rambling. You do you and best of luck to you.
thanks for the reply, i guess everybody's mileage may vary.
i have dealt with plenty of death also being middle aged and in a rural setting. in my 50 odd years i have witnessed horrific murders, friends dying of drugs in front of me, watching aged friends and neighbours die then preparing the bodies for burial, rearing and slaughtering, putting down sick pets (always the worst to have to shoot your dog) and watching my mother die slowly of cancer when i was 12.
death is all around and plentiful, i get rather dismayed at leaders in government and corporations that feel the need to add to this in the name of profit. death should be a shock to the system, but not a debilitating one. i feel no pity for the dead as their suffering is over. pity the ones left behind.
i have certainly explored all the religions and read all the books, albeit in translation. they all contain good ideas but also many varied toxic ideas as well. i chose to walk the earth alone, for me it works and made me stronger. i chose not to believe in a higher power, i chose to believe in myself.
something big is on its way so whatever you need to make you strong will really get tested. i have the feeling that many of us will soon have the need to take lives in defence of ourselves and our families. it will get a lot worse before it gets better. all the best to you in these strange days friend.
Cheers and you too.
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