From 19 to 32 I was a gutter drunk, under the bridge, alcohol is come from arabic, al ghoul, why is called a spirit? dead incarnate entities and demons can take over. I go to AA and not sure if it helps. I was just done with the shit and stop covering up my emotions. My mother is a dominating cunt so getting away from that has made it easier. If you live in an abusive relationship or family is toxic. GET OUT! live your life and enjoy your own way!
Yeah my family is not at all toxic and very caring and loving. My parents never drank, maybe once during a vacation. I respect that a lot now. My siblings though, idk why but all drink pretty heavily. Every social function or get together ends up involving drinks and it’s just so tiresome. Brunch = mimosas, dinner = beer, wine, bowling/mini golf, etc = drink plenty before hand. Now when I have a drink or two it just gives me a headache, heartburn, and achy joints. Lately just been really questioning why it’s pushed so much.
its pushed because its evil shit and they can send their demons on you. Go into any booze joint and really study words and symbolism. I studied art for a long time and it took years to actually see. Symbolism is the reality in which we lice. Seriously how many evil signs can you spot in the advertising? Its all of them infortunately.
Interesting, what kind of symbols?
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