Really? Acid fucked you up that bad? I had one challenging trip once where I had to face similar mortality demons, felt like I was dying, sent out mental good byes to all my loved ones. But having that experience pulled me out of the funk that I was in and in a way made me find more purpose in my life and not waste a single moment. Haven't done in a bit. DMT on the other hand, that shit is magical, like to smoke it on my bdays. I want to be injected with a gram of that when I'm on my deathbed, it's like being hugged by god.
Yea it did. It wasn’t my first time with psychedelics either. I knew the rules. I did it anyways. The trip wasn’t bad actually. Strong, kinda weird like they always are when you’re alone. I guess I felt life was pointless and it got bad. I can’t describe how messed up I was for months afterwards. I drank myself to sleep twice a night
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