I know and understand the feeling, but people do find their way out. The answer to it is that being depressed gives you something. For me it was a feeling of comfort and power (ironic I know.) Suicide was definitely all about contol over my life. As soon as I stopped wanting what they claimed to offer me - they had no power. Why depressed people bug the crap out of me is that they always argue to stay depressed, and then when I say that there is hope, they say I was never really depressed. Pardon my french, but fuck them and go fuck yourself with all that bullshit. And I say that lovingly. If you want to stay depressed I'm not going to stop you, but I'm not buying that load of BS.