I was most definitely not tripping, this shit all happened in my early teen years, waaay before I ever tried psychedelics for the first time. No alcohol or drugs of any kind altering my state of mind.
Are you saying psychedelics amplify the effect here? What exactly were you taking? Now that you mention it I don’t have nightmares anymore, haven’t for years. One day I got sick of them and told whatever it was scaring me to fuck itself, and now I control the “bad dreams”. Last time it was an evil witch lady trying to eat my soul and I reached out and popped her head like a water balloon. Good times. I figure this will transfer to the paralysis visions.
This is why when you read oujia board instructions you're told to invite the spirit in. Theres some law of universe that these thing literally need to gain your permission first. But instead of inviting unknown spirits in, I figured much later, why not invite God? These spirits, as it turns out, aren't always benevolent.
Once got into a long deep dive into David Ickes material on Reptilians, watching interviews, reading, etc. Got stoned and fell asleep. A 2-3 foot tall, bipedal, lizard skilfully got on top of me while I was sleeping. I was paralyzed but shook out of it. I imagined the lizard escaped under my bed. Fell back asleep, it happened a second time. It was back on my chest on all fours menacingly looking at me. Struggling to get free, but thinking fast, I wiggled my big toes. Lizard panics and exits out my window just before I wake up. There was something about what it was wearing too. Like it had a sword or someting sharp. Maybe chainmail or just a tunic. But, whatever that lizard was, it did not want to be there when I was awake. Noped the fuck out when it noticed I was waking up. It was very agile. I was left with the impression that it was only menacing for the sake of creating freight while I lay paralyzed. After that night nothing fucked with me again.
Later met a girl whos story corroborated with mine. Same lizard. Same paralyzing dream. Only she didn't know the toe wiggling trick and it was more traumatic for them/torture went on for minutes. In one episode she compared it to a kind of "psychic rape." Not literal but abused mentally. Now I make it a point to share my advice whenever I hear about sleep paralysis. Wiggle those toes. But I had never thought to embrace the crazy and turn it back on them.
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