i have no idea what your first paragraph means. but as for your second - the people that control us are all in those clubs. they only get into those clubs by committing atrocities in front of current members. you dont commit the atrocity you dont get the power. the vetting clubs you speak of is a half truth. they arent told the full story behind the club behind their club. as an example... who is 'The Great Architect of the Universe' for instance. Ill give you a hint. Theyre not talking about God. theyre just sworn to silence. the vetting process is keeping your mouth shut while having those atrocities revealed to you. if you pass that vetting, you see the real evil behind the evil, and they will let you join in. to go further, you lose more to them. either way. god wins.