Create a brand new character with better stats and go from there.
Don't confuse your brain with you. You are not your thoughts. 'You' can ignor them.
The past doesn't exist and the future is not as predictable as you believe.
Depends, what stage of life are you in?
It sounds like they are stuck in the niggerfaggot stage.
That's the best stage, nowhere to go but up.
Amadeus
Teenager
Totally normal. Be present, enjoy your youth, your identity will constantly change until your mid-twenties. Good luck.
Try being authentic. Oh, and grow a garden.
Want to elaborate just a bit, mate?
I just told the other guy I'm a teenager do I have to spell it out I'm becoming an adult and my parents are abanding me I don't know how to deal with that jazz.
Wherever you go, there you are. You are you. Forget labels and official "identity". Everyone wants to label, affiliate with, be part of a "group". Why? Be as you are in this crazy world and nothing less.
You get to choose who you want to be.
Choose a better identity.
Sometimes it's not that simple.
Why not?
Because there are limits and risks to everything that you do.
As in your identity was stolen? As in you have had some major life changing event and are now unsure what you think about yourself?
Which? Both could be called an identity crisis.
No I mean life changing event.
The answer is simple.
Be who you want to be. unless your talking stupid shit like you want to be a dinosaur or something on the ridiculous side of things. Then what is honestly stopping you?
Fear is what stops you from making changes in yourself that you feel you want to make.
Now then to answer the next question. What is you are afraid of? Why aren't you working to confront that fear?
One of the best ways in life to gain self knowledge is to gain self confidence. The best way I know to do that. Work on yourself to overcome the things you fear!
Maybe do some mushrooms. Find someone who's experienced and sit back and enjoy the ride. It probably won't be very pleasant if you've ever dealt with serious shit. But it will help you process and work through it. I can't forgive myself, but I've accepted it and who I am, and how I could use my strengths to maybe leave the world a better, whiter place.
You haven't told us what's wrong. If you're just aimless, or have lost hope for yourself, or the world and your place in it. Mushrooms will probably help with all of them if you let them.
Well I will say it for the third time now being 19 is my problem because as you said it makes me feel aimless and lost.
Work hard, get out and live your life like you're going to die tomorrow(just try not to die), gain some experience and more importantly, self worth. People bullshit themselves into incredible situations all the time. Work hard too and you'll go far. Learn to do a bunch of different things for work and pleasure, try to live a healthy active lifestyle. Spend lots of time in nature and try to understand how lucky you are to have access to all the things you do.
When I was 19 I had 1 year of paying rent under my belt. I had been homeless for 3 years as a teenager. 15-18. I sold crack. Slept under bridges and on river banks with rats trying to squirm under me for warmth. Got stabbed in the face. Watched people get murdered. Saw lots of my friends die. I spent a good part of my 20s just trying to recover and figure out my place in the normal world. If you're lucky, you'll figure it out faster than I did and without as much hatred for society.
Thanks for telling me that Im sorry you had to go through that. Also how old are you now.
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