it is true. I have nothing to gain by lying. In fact, I literally just broke up with 5 women a little over a week ago. I been having ongoing love relationships with between 5 and 7 women at the same time for the last 5 years, but one of them has won my heart and I am not interested in seeing the others anymore. I am kind of scared about what I did actually, cause what if I made a huge mistake? What if the one I chose turns out to be a bad choice? I really truly enjoyed having my life be in a place where when one of them was being a cunt or a bitch I would just walk out on them and go to another, who would invariably be happy to see me. I can't do that anymore. I am very happy with the woman I chose, very happy, she is so fucking awesome. Yet I still can't help but to think I may have fucked everything up, Cause I had her before, as well as all those others. And she tolerated it, they all did. I didnt sneak around or lie, they all knew I was seeing other women. so I probably fucked up