I become a social wild animal. I can strike up a conversation with complete strangers of high caste, woo hot women totally out of my league, and get into fights and not feel pain. I've mellowed out over the years, but I used to be an absolute savage when drunk. I have so many wild stories. I'm lucky I'm not dead or in prison. Alcohol has both cemented life-long friendships and destroyed friendships with me. If anything, it's the memories, or lack thereof, that alcohol brings. Now, I just like to sit on my balcony and listen to music, or turn on the synths and make music. I don't like going to bars and clubs that much anymore. I moved away from where I grew up so I don't know many people around here. I used to not care about going out by myself, but now i live in a liberal hell-hole and can't stand the people around here. The risk of having run-ins with the law is too high. I'm not the type that can just have a beer or two. It's either get blackout drunk or nothing. All or nothing is my motto.