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I seem to be just constantly raging fucking mad ! I hold it together , look calm on the outside , but feel ready to just erupt in furious rage. Can't be good for my health. I work out regularly with weights , and that helps a bit for an hour or two , but that rage and anger comes roaring back

I seem to be just constantly raging fucking mad ! I hold it together , look calm on the outside , but feel ready to just erupt in furious rage. Can't be good for my health. I work out regularly with weights , and that helps a bit for an hour or two , but that rage and anger comes roaring back

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You've been brainwashed by your preachers and had scripture massively misapplied. Yes, I know these old dogmas and they are pure trash.

The left uses this garbage to excuse evil behavior and avoid consequences. I've seen it over and over and it's tiresome.

That verse about "Thou shalt not kill" is a mistranslation. The original actually says thou shalt not murder. The crimes deserving of death are clearly laid out in scripture and you know it but deny it. Any responsible government knows that to maintain social order, law and order there must be real penalties for crimes.

Also, that thing about personal forgiveness is also misapplied. Peter asked how many times he should forgive his brother for a trespass. Ok, 70 times 7? Fine. But how do you get into a fix where someone is robbing you that many times?

It's like this, does God forgive our trespass if we don't repent? Heck no. A person who sins and doesn't repent and turn from his wrong is held guilty and can not be forgiven.

So, is God holding us to a higher standard than he himself displays? Of course not. If someone apologizes and truly is sincere then of course forgive. Also, if someone does great harm like to a child, you can forgive but they still must pay the price. Did God rescue the two thieves from the cross simply because they were sorry? Nope. They were caught, sentenced and punished with death. At least one of them confessed his punishment was just and Christ forgave him then and there on that day.

I grew up in a religious family and struggled with this concept for many years as I endured beatings, false accusations and back stabbing over and over and even some would apologize but it was never sincere. Not once did one of them in my family attempt to make it right and return what was stolen from me, admit openly to lying or betraying my trust or apologize for physically beating me to a bloody mess. Just vague apologies until they started up the lies and beatings next time. No one was ever punished, not once. Me on the other hand for the slightest infraction like forgetting something or dropping a glass would get a severe beating. One wrong word and I would get slapped around until I was pouring blood from my nose. Oh yes, that happened until one day I basically went over the edge and started fighting back. I had to for my sanity and safety. Yes, I know you fake christians so well. Always this is your mantra, "You have to forgive me, God said so".

Only one person ever apologized to me out of my family and that was my mother who literally tortured me as a child until the state took me away from her. On her death bed she contacted me, confessed everything and openly admitted it was all true what I said about her and she was sorry. I forgave her and sent her gifts to prove my forgiveness. With her last breath she smiled and told her caregiver, "Thankyou for finding him".

I believed her apology was sincere because she asked nothing from me, just wanted to say she was sorry after 55 years.

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I will start by saying that Jesus Christ is my example; no man, preacher, priest, pastor or otherwise. I, in no way, exuse or tolerate sin and will speak out against it every chance I get, with Truth. It is also not up to me to condemn people for their sins. For it says in Romans 13:19-20 "Never take your own revenge, beloved, but leave room for the wrath of God, for it is written, "Vengeance is Mine, I will repay," says the Lord. "But if your enemy is hungry, feed him, and if he is thirsty, give him a drink; for in so doing you will heap burning coals upon his head." I sympathize with your childhood being so chaotic and violent. If you look to scripture for solace and understanding, there are many stories (ie. Joseph, Job, Jesus) where people suffered just as much, if not more. Do not let the actions of others, regardless of what they call themselves, detract from the love of God that we are to show others. It is very damaging, to one's soul, to harbor bitterness, contempt and hatred toward others. For even hatred in our heart is considered murder, in the eyes of the Lord. Call upon Jesus Christ to help you forgive those that hurt you, so that you may be freed from the bondage of sin. What a glorious feeling it is to know salvation and have the hope of eternal life in Him.

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It is people like you who caused me endless suffering growing up. People who would preach to me that I must forgive while those who tormented me were NEVER EVEN ONCE punished.

What would you say to a cop who after having your home invaded, your children beat and raped and your property stolen preached such trash to you and advised you to forgive those who committed crime against your property, your family and your person? Would you be so forgiving? I think not. And if it happened over and over again would you just be a sweet person through it all? I think not.

I guard myself against unsavory relationships and never once have I sought revenge but I know evil doers never rest, always seek to ensnare, ingratiate themselves and continue the con going forward.

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Your accusation against me shows where your heart really is. For I caused you no pain or suffering; I don't even know your name.

A cop's duty is to uphold the law. So I highly doubt he would look past all those crimes and say what you claim. We could debate all the crazy IF scenarios you could come up with, but it doesn't change the commandements of Jesus Christ. No where in the gospel does it say to socialize with evil and wickedness, but it does call us to love them as Christ loves us. Your heart is in a bad place, brother. I pray that God replaces your heart of stone with a heart of flesh, that you might truly know the peace and love that Jesus offers us.