I know there will be some troll comments but I honestly come hoping for some genuine counsel. I have no one to talk to about this, literally no one and it's a huge moment in my life. Voat and now Poal has always been a light throughout these dark confusing times of going down the rabbit hole and I hope now you guys will inspire me more. Any advice is appreciated. I'll try to make this short. Been with my partner for 8 years. Discovered conspiracies about 2 years ago (I know, I wish I saw the truth earlier, but I wasn't a total tard at least). After going down the rabbit hole, I would rant to my girlfriend about 9/11, Illuminati, paedo-rings, etc. She was never fully on board but not totally against what I had to say either. For the most part she didn't concern herself with politics or conspiracies and was happy to just listen to me and try to make me feel better/more optimistic even if she didn't necessarily agree. All good. I knew of Zionism but at this point I didn't really mess around with the whole WW2 and JQ and stuff. It scared me a bit in retrospect, and I was happy to just focus on reading about the Illuminati and pizzagate and stuff. Anyways fast forward to last year and well lockdowns and Coronavirus have of course totally changed everything. Not only have I gone waaay further down the rabbit hole to the point I love Hitler, but she has started becoming "political" and *sigh*... "woke" and shit. You know? The MSM propaganda has gone full throttle. While not a degenerate or anything she has started suddenly calling herself a leftie and watching these gay YT leftist channels and shit. We've had discussions about the state of the world and coronavirus but it's always ended up in arguments and we just agreed to stop talking about it months ago. Well things have come to a boil and an argument erupted today and long story short, tomorrow (it's late here) we've agreed we need to talk about worldviews and what we think is going on. She still has no idea I'm a raging fascist. She thinks my uncle is "extremely right wing" because he voted Trump (he's not, he's just a boomer conservative). She keeps thinking I'm a "Qanon" supporter and I'm not (nor a Zion-Don lover) She would be really upset and shocked if she knew I admired people like the National Socialists and various other fascists. I don't want to keep ranting but how the fuck do I approach this? I can't keep this shit a secret anymore but at the same time if I just jump into JEWS and stuff, she will flip. I really feel like our relationship could end if the wrong things are said but I also think she can be saved if she's worked up to the truth. I just don't know anymore, honestly. I'm kind of freaking about it. I feel like talking about the Great Reset and trying to really inform her about globalism is the best avenue to take but at this rate there's so much information and disinformation it makes my head spin trying to think how to even start talking about it... I don't know, advise me or don't. I just needed to vent anyways. I imagine some of you have been through similar and it doesn't sound easy.