You're confusing the word moral with morale. 1 I am moral 2 I don't believe in a creator. prove me wrong 3 I am in horrible shape right now. Injured twice this year. Can't workout, train MMA, ride bikes, or work on cars. I was in possibly the best shape of my life last winter, did a cycling challenge this fall and pounded out 1000km in a little over 2 weeks. 4 I was completely out of debt and saving for land. I can easily put away 4500 a month while working. This year put me 30k in debt, and I'm not even fighting any of it. I'm just checking out of society and they can send it to collections and try to call my ass in the forest. Where I'll be dead cause I have amateur outdoorsman experience. 5 k. agreed. but that's going to end in me getting myself killed 6 don't drink 7 I don't like people and wouldn't be a good father 8 something like that... 9 most of my life I worked under the table, mostly out of pure disgust of taxes. Not sure how my injuries are going to heal. kind of over it all 10 I used to be very helpful, outgoing and extroverted and got a lot from helping people. I look back and see nothing but wasted time. 11. I don't consume any media anymore. I work in the film industry occasionally. It's all so disgustingly fake. I like photography and editing videos and just going out and doing real shit. But I have no desire to be around people anymore. It sounds like the app is some sort of social scoring self improvement thing? Sounds good for most people. But I'm so far beyond caring what anyone thinks about me. Even/especially my own family. I really don't care anymore. Most days I barely get out of bed. Then I ruck for a few hours. Then I think about how there's nothing I care about, no hope for anyone or anything. I'm useless at this point. If I wasn't injured, I'd be trying to obliterate myself with 400 pound deadlifts and jiu jitsu and training for next years bike challenges and triathlons. But I can't. I don't want to go back to work. I don't want to fight a war. I don't agree to anything. I hate it all.