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So, this post i from my side today. I was diagnosed with bullous emphsema, my FEV1/FVC is around 40%, and FEV1 is at around 30%, deecreasing 8% since November. My prognosis is pretty poor, and overall the nurses and doctors have said as much. So realistically, shooting rampage now or later? Beyond that, how do you deal with such a shitty diagnosis?

So, this post i from my side today. I was diagnosed with bullous emphsema, my FEV1/FVC is around 40%, and FEV1 is at around 30%, deecreasing 8% since November. My prognosis is pretty poor, and overall the nurses and doctors have said as much. So realistically, shooting rampage now or later? Beyond that, how do you deal with such a shitty diagnosis?

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As I’ve shared a few times before on this site and as you still have the opportunity to do so, go look into your eyes in the mirror. Just look and tell yourself “I need you”. Do this every day or in your situation as much as you can. Do it with conviction, and do it with all of your being as if you believe it is true. You will start to understand and believe it and one day without warning, the words “I forgive you” may come out. Soon after you may hear the words “I love you” and you can get to the point where this quote from Voltaire makes all the sense in the world.

“The mirror is a worthless invention. The only way to truly see yourself is in the reflection of someone else's eyes.”

If you’ve made that impact on someone, moving on from this life feels a little more easy.

Godspeed