Thats true especially now that Ive learned about the Terrain theory.
Not sure what that is but yeah, once you see what is going on it kinda ruins ones life. It made it really hard for me to function in the real world because everything is fake. Go figure.
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Another thing for ya. Doing a job you dont believe in will weigh on ya. Some people handle it better than others. It depends if you are a big fucking liar or not. Im not. Im not one to cheat either. and those 2 things were of paramount importance in my former career. About a decade in I was hoping to die in a car accident... or be hit by a comet... or contract an exotic parasitic worm that would make it so I didnt have to go back.
You DO NOT want to get into that situation.
Now I raise pigs and build wooden boats and could not be happier. If I had it to do over again I would go to the wooden boat school in Port Townsend, WA at 18 and have a great skill by 19. Far better move than some bullshit college or other nightmare slave system.
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