Thinking that I wish I had more time. I understand that I have little time left. What kind of Country will my grandkids living in as adults ? A dystopian " Socialist " cultural Marxist hell ? What kind of death will I have ? Feeble, old , being warehoused and " cared for " by niggers and spics who hate my guts , or just maybe I die on my feet fighting for a Righteous cause .
Well you asked , lol
Its sounds like you are focusing solely on the negative. Put 50% of that energy towards the positive in life. There is a lot of good. You are in a warm home with a full belly typing on a computer. You are blessed.
Oh I know I'm blessed. I see the outdoors in some of the most beautiful States several times a week. My kids grew up to be decent White women , my grandkids are beautiful.
Lots of pain and lots of joy in life.
I just know death is coming , it comes for us all I know, but in youth it's more of an abstraction
You better be about 75 to be so worried or you just haven't taken care of yourself and that deserves no pity. My father is 74 and still runs, lifts weights and rides his bike. He doesn't move like a old man and he's still vibrant and sharp as ever. I worked out my fear of death when I was in the service, now the thought doesn't bother me even a tiny bit. I'm indifferent to it, a little curious if anything. I can tell you have a very obsessive personality.
I don't fear death. I want a glorious death , in battle , not just dying of old age in my bed faggot
A glorious death would be doing right by your children or grandchildren not selfishly going out in a blaze of glory.
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