The worst of them came when I was working on my MA Sometimes it came with seizure activity, sometimes they'd last for weeks..sometimes they'd be so intense I couldn't open my eyes or speak..just lay in a dark room cursing my own brain. My neuoro was med happy and refused to consider that her cocktail simply wasn't working. I think I was taking 5-7 different pills regularly to try and just keep them from happening...and it wasnt working.
I started to get some weird side effects....like dust in my pee & suicidal idolization. It was fucking scary and my doctor wasn't getting it.
Finally, a friend convinced me to get my medical marijuana card. That changed everything. I went from a bunch of pills to just one (seizure control) and replaced everything else with marijuana. I still get them but not nearly as often and not nearly as painful. And when I do get them, either an infused oil or smoking a joint will make it ok.
Well I'm glad you found a solution to manage them that sounds like it would be hell to live through.
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