You can kill yourself all you want, but you're just going to keep coming back here. It will only ever make things worse. You have a responsibility to love and be loved. The more you take from this place, the more that it takes from you. Your only real way out is by increasing the vibration of yourself. Once you do that, you have an opportunity to help the rest of "us" here, or pursue your own journey without the illusionary shackles of this place. However, without that increase of vibration, you'll never find a way to leave. In fact, if your vibration lowers, you'll be doomed to this place for even longer. Just wanted to say, also, that the person has deleted by the time I showed up in this thread. I figured I'd still weigh in just in case any of you ever consider it. Suicide isn't an option here. All that does is prolong your stay.