My life is objectively complete shit, I mean I'm no jeff bezos or donald trump and I'm past mid 30
The worst part is that I don't give a fuck, like, I just can't, give a fuck. I no longer can
I tried, to give a fuck, lately
But I failed again. I believe the givafuck engine in me is dead, probably due to aging or something
I remember when I was younger, I gave a lot of fucks
Not anymore I can't
...
I have no debt, I have a computer (actually 2), an internet connection, a roof above my head, clothes on me, coffee, cigs, and food in the fridge
As a result I don't give a fuck, I'm just fine and, the rest, isn't tempting enough for me to make me lift my ass and go fetch whatever else
If I'm no jeff bezos or donald trump, it's probably because I don't love money enough, or things in general
Eh
Embrace this power. Not giving a fuck is a power. a power in which many hold but only few know exactly what it is this power can do.
Well it's the "can do" part eventually, that turns out to be a problem overtime
There are stuffs I should do, and I don't
Because giving a fuck, isn't there, so... Things I should do, don't materialize
Maybe it's better like that, who knows
After all, the guy who didn't show up to work in the world trade center on 911 because he didn't give fuck about it, probably survived as a result
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