It's going well! Didn't take me much convincing with the hellish weather and dangers of my job. I still have alot of deprogramming to do (I'm addicted to working/making money. I channel that energy into cleaning now) but I'm finally putting actions behind my words and at least getting started on the important parts
My fiance pays my bills now but I really cater to him and do whatever he asks but he is very kind and sweet so it makes it easy to want to Impress him every day :D I've really started paying alot closer attention to my health, and my depression and anxiety has almost gone completely. My goal is to have a body of a goddess before I start having kids.
Things are going very well for me, deprogramming is great for my mental health even if it didn't feel like it at first
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