Just please know that God is willing to bless you and does not wish for you to perish but wishes that every sinner and wicked person repent so that they may inherit eternal life. If and when you choose to forsake your sins and stop glorifying the titan chronos God will be there for you and I'd be happy to explain the true straight and narrow path that leads to salvation. Just because I know the truth don't confuse that with me claiming to be a true Christian because I never claimed to be walking on that path.